my blog of Hep C - starting 5 months into treatment, 6 months post, and on to SVR.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Rumble tumble blocks in a jumble
Plans have fallen apart. Sleepover canceled. Plus hubby will be working. Can't have my cake without the icing. Options down, girdled, done. Stiff upper lip and all that jazz. damn. damn. damn. damn. DAMN. Oh well....... oh well oh well oh well oh well. crap.
Funny that's the struggle tho, whether taking time to do nothing is decadent or basic human maintenance! I have very good reason to believe it's the latter, but that guilt still has a nasty foothold in me! Damn Protestant work ethic- so damn puritan. Man if the Puritans had a yearbook I would not sign it. :P
Oh, very good, QG! I may make a yearbook for them just so we can refuse to sign. ;) Ample, remember that we ENTP's can only do the extraordinary feats we do if we have enough slack-jaw time in between. People don't get that the things that freak others out are our entrees, but for dessert, we need serious DOWN TIME.(Grandmas get to cancel sleepovers??)
OK! Thanks! That was a serious question about Grandmas cancelling since it's soon to be a relevant issue to me. Libbyllama will have Babyllama soon, and Grandmallama wants to know the rules. ;)
Grandmallama - although you already know the rules, here is my summary: saying more is better than less and assume positive intent (that last part is a biggy!)
Healthy, strong, optimistic, and still surprised to learn I had Hepatitis C for who knows how long (viral load 11,700,000; genotype 1b). But finally after some seriously big decisions, 48 weeks of killing treatment, and 6 months of waiting, I'm now SVR (as of 9/21/07) and that means I did it.
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hmmm, well then i don't have to feel jealous. actually reading a book, not studying or flashing through a magazine article... the decadence.
Funny that's the struggle tho, whether taking time to do nothing is decadent or basic human maintenance! I have very good reason to believe it's the latter, but that guilt still has a nasty foothold in me! Damn Protestant work ethic- so damn puritan. Man if the Puritans had a yearbook I would not sign it. :P
Oh, very good, QG! I may make a yearbook for them just so we can refuse to sign. ;)
Ample, remember that we ENTP's can only do the extraordinary feats we do if we have enough slack-jaw time in between. People don't get that the things that freak others out are our entrees, but for dessert, we need serious DOWN TIME.(Grandmas get to cancel sleepovers??)
I've got goose bumps..... you girls are so right (feel jealous Todd (love you)).... confirmation bubbles around me... thank you
ps: the sleepover was canceled for good reasons. I want Grandmas to always be able to do that.
Agreed. I'm trying to give Moms the same things that I expect her to give me, thinking she might catch on better that way. ;)
easier said than done, huh. ;)
OK! Thanks! That was a serious question about Grandmas cancelling since it's soon to be a relevant issue to me. Libbyllama will have Babyllama soon, and Grandmallama wants to know the rules. ;)
Grandmallama - although you already know the rules, here is my summary: saying more is better than less and assume positive intent (that last part is a biggy!)
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