Crazy

Now it does seem crazy I went through the first 5 months of treatment w/o a blog. Just didn't know much about them back then. But then, I remember hitting that seriously heavy medicated wall and pretty quickly (for being all drugged up) realizing I needed something more if I was going to make it. And lo and behold I found my necessary sustenance from on-line free expression and friends. Go figure. Who knew this blog would become such a clear, set space for me to flow my sudden overfill. Unencumbered by verbal sputterings, time of day or night, ghastly appearance, or even location on the planet, writing and writing and writing gave me light, ease, a chance to breathe. Great friends I have found too, accepting, cheering, mutual, life long. Gotta thank the Hep C Forum for most of that. Thanks Hep C forum. Crazy.

And now it's been a year on the blog. Almost a year and half since starting treatment. Gonna take the blood test next Tuesday, I think. Then I'll travel to San Francisco for a wedding celebration and family vacation. I won't find out the results until my appointment on the 18th. I-yeei-yeei. Then I'll know if it's all over, the Hep C, gone before it ever hurt me. That sounds good. Yeah.

But first I'm gonna celebrate my bean's real day of birth, tomorrow. Much more fun to think about for sure.