Thursday, January 11, 2007
Here and now
Practically manic. Animated, expressive, arms flying everywhere, eyes zipping this way and that. Legs are still, I'm still sitting, lets not get too crazy, this is all relative, but the fog is definitely lighter, thinner, less oppressive. Tired still, but not so weak. Slightly clear vision. Ready. After 40 weeks, am I finally adjusting to the meds or is it just the stars, the moon, the doughnuts. Oh, that's the trap though isn't it, thinking past today, adjusting expectations, must take today as today. Enjoy here, now, without worry, without fear of loss, without question. Float along, peaceful, joyous with each unexpected minute, present, observant, grateful, hungry.
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[...must take today as today. Enjoy here, now, without worry, without fear of loss, without question]
Before you know it you'll be bounding over that moon, gathering up all those stars for little keepsakes and not a doughnut in sight;)
It's coming Ample........an end to all this.
Nice to know there are still good days after 40 weeks!
It is really something in the air, in cake or maybe in that doughnuts? Share please :)
Angie you are the absolute best. The best of the top of the cream of the crop!
It is a joy to not just know you, but to get to be your cousin in this human drama of life that we are absolutely rocking.
There's a book my therapist recommended to me yesterday. I'm a little hesitant, because part of it discussed terminal illness (what an ugly word), but it also discusses HEALING, explaining that "those who became physically well were often in better health than they had been before. Further study lead him to conclude that the physical healing was a by-product of a new balance of mind and heart." I liked that a lot. You might dig it!
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0385262191/ref=wl_it_dp/103-5621557-0867869?ie=UTF8&coliid=IZ42ECHTBCEZZ&colid=281E1WTRS5AHP
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Whoa, the url cut off there. Okay this is the book: Healing into Life and Death by Stephen Levine.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO whoop
"new balance of mind and heart".... that's what I'm going for. I'll check the book out. Thanks my Red Hot Cousin-Amy.... YOU are amazing.
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