Thought the end of treatment would be easy. Figured my body would be "used to it" by now. Nope. More fatigue, continued need, and those around me are getting tired of it. I see it in their eyes, aren't you done with this by now? Nope. I struggle with disappointment, indecision, and mental weakness. What I want vs. what I think vs. what I can today. All jumbled, switching places, unpredictable and sassy. To be expected, to be expected, to be expected, right? Still on meds, still more to go, hang in there.
Soon plans will come free enough, energy will light my feet, and my face will lose it's plastic sheen. I know this. And my hair, Oh glorious hair, my lion's mane, will grow and grow and grow... Soon, soon, soon... but not yet, forgiveness and patience still on my plate, and I still need help, lots of help, for just a little while longer. Hang in there (everybody).
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Hang in there Ample....help is on it's way;)
All will be revealed in about a week or so.....
Jae:)
That's what I've been thinking lately, another half of treatment is more fatigue, your body is worn down, tired. Everybody is "supportive" but want it to be over "How come you're always tired?". Already told them million of times "I'm finishing in June" and still "When do you finish?"
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